I havent written in a long time and this is a rusty post...
Its been long and things have changed in my life in this last year...
Thing Ive wondered recently due to certain issues I have encountered:
Since when do other people dictate your happiness?
Why is it that people cant be happy for you when you are happy?
How long will it take to be genuinely happy for someone you dont like?
Why do women rely on a man for her happiness in life and not God?
Why are people stubborn, angry, and bitter for so long?
How do I make things right with stubborn, ignorant people who dont wanna listen?
What is my value?
Since when do women allow the negative circumstances become who they are?
Why cant you take the positive in life and build upon it?
Who am I living to please?
Why is it that no matter how people change and do better no one else can see it?
Why are so many people stuck where they are and settle for that?
What does it mean to be submissive?
Am I growing my daughter to know she is priceless and valuable all at the same time?
How can I be a better mommy?
When will this trial end?
Where do I put all these blessings?
Who am I?
All these things I spent time reflecting on this last week of silence. Some things were answered and others well those will take time.
In silence comes wisdom.
Do you know how to be silent and just listen?
Monday, April 8, 2013
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Lemons vs. Lemonade
When life give you lemons, TRUST that GOD will make you some bomb-diggety LEMONADE!
There are times in life where we doubt ourselves because of the things we have done wrong and feel as though we have fallen out of favor with God. There are days where I have felt like that, days that I just wanna throw in the towel and say I CANT anymore! I cant begin to explain the lemonade that God has made for me on days where my days are just lemons.
Each batch of His lemonade is different and unique and I am excited to see what other batches of lemonade He has yet to make for me!
blessings.
There are times in life where we doubt ourselves because of the things we have done wrong and feel as though we have fallen out of favor with God. There are days where I have felt like that, days that I just wanna throw in the towel and say I CANT anymore! I cant begin to explain the lemonade that God has made for me on days where my days are just lemons.
Each batch of His lemonade is different and unique and I am excited to see what other batches of lemonade He has yet to make for me!
blessings.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
It's about time!
Its been roughly 3 months since I've written! Survived an emotional holiday season and now still standing at the end of my first valentines day alone in 3 years. Feels weird, Im not gonna lie.
I started the year off with more confidence in God then in me and I am still working towards that. I am thankful for my parents, grandparents and a special uncle who fed me with the "food" I have needed to survive. I want to be more of a spiritual mommy to my precious girl. I bought her her own Bible. She is so excited and loves it! It is my push to actually read it since she is so into it. She is such a blessing and a witness to me! Dont underestimate your little ones! 'Feed' them correctly!
Today has been a little bit of an emotional roller coaster for me ( and I know I am not alone, many of my new girlfriends are experiencing similar). I told myself I wouldnt call him and be angry towards him all day but as the day went on and I had a mini-church session at work talking about God then I called him and let him know I was praying for him and happy valentines day. I wouldnt have been able to do that on my own strength. The devil is trying to keep me stuck emotionally but God and I are winning the battle! It hurts sometimes to have someone I loved so much gone. But I believe since we lacked God we became incompatible and that was where we failed.
I feel blessed amidst all the craziness.
(My current favorite song)
Remain faithful.
blessings.
I started the year off with more confidence in God then in me and I am still working towards that. I am thankful for my parents, grandparents and a special uncle who fed me with the "food" I have needed to survive. I want to be more of a spiritual mommy to my precious girl. I bought her her own Bible. She is so excited and loves it! It is my push to actually read it since she is so into it. She is such a blessing and a witness to me! Dont underestimate your little ones! 'Feed' them correctly!
Today has been a little bit of an emotional roller coaster for me ( and I know I am not alone, many of my new girlfriends are experiencing similar). I told myself I wouldnt call him and be angry towards him all day but as the day went on and I had a mini-church session at work talking about God then I called him and let him know I was praying for him and happy valentines day. I wouldnt have been able to do that on my own strength. The devil is trying to keep me stuck emotionally but God and I are winning the battle! It hurts sometimes to have someone I loved so much gone. But I believe since we lacked God we became incompatible and that was where we failed.
I feel blessed amidst all the craziness.
(My current favorite song)
Remain faithful.
blessings.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
O Turkey,O Turkey!
The end of the turkey season and I leave mom's house satisfied but not completely. This time leaving made me feel like I am leaving a piece of me in Florida. Yeah, I've missed my Impact family and my family of friends in TN but I wish I could implant them here. For the most part everything was perfect. I miss my mom and dad and the family I have in FL but wish I can join TN and Fl together to make my paradise complete. Whoever you are reading this please pray for me and my future. I know that God has good plans for me. Safe travels to all who are on the road traveling today.
blessings.
Ps. Aryana lost her first tooth! Baby not a baby anymore [sniff]
blessings.
Ps. Aryana lost her first tooth! Baby not a baby anymore [sniff]
Monday, November 14, 2011
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