blessings.
Ps. Aryana lost her first tooth! Baby not a baby anymore [sniff]
Sunday, November 27, 2011
O Turkey,O Turkey!
The end of the turkey season and I leave mom's house satisfied but not completely. This time leaving made me feel like I am leaving a piece of me in Florida. Yeah, I've missed my Impact family and my family of friends in TN but I wish I could implant them here. For the most part everything was perfect. I miss my mom and dad and the family I have in FL but wish I can join TN and Fl together to make my paradise complete. Whoever you are reading this please pray for me and my future. I know that God has good plans for me. Safe travels to all who are on the road traveling today.
blessings.
Ps. Aryana lost her first tooth! Baby not a baby anymore [sniff]
blessings.
Ps. Aryana lost her first tooth! Baby not a baby anymore [sniff]
Monday, November 14, 2011
Sunday, October 23, 2011
its been 20 days and my smile has grown
Well... its been over 2 weeks since my last post and I will say I am doing pretty good =)
I am growing a lot stronger dealing with certain situations. Just got my midterm grades: A-, B+, and C+ tryin to make my family proud.
I went camping the first weekend of the month and LOVED it. We camped by the Hiawassee River.
I've been so busy with school and being involved in church and am thankful for the people that I am meeting and the new church family I am gaining!
Now to do homework... yippee (blah)
I am growing a lot stronger dealing with certain situations. Just got my midterm grades: A-, B+, and C+ tryin to make my family proud.
I went camping the first weekend of the month and LOVED it. We camped by the Hiawassee River.
I've been so busy with school and being involved in church and am thankful for the people that I am meeting and the new church family I am gaining!
Now to do homework... yippee (blah)
Monday, October 3, 2011
No more "sham-a-lam"
OK! Let's begin a blog without boo-hoo this or boo-hoo that.
Time to pull on my pants and stand up like the WOMAN that I am.
Yeah, so breaking up SUCKS! You dont need me to tell you that in some blog! (although I miss him tons...)
Update on me:
WELLLLLL: I've been beasting in my Anatomy class! Shout out to my amazing study group!
Had some fun at all night softball with some amazing chicas and froze my patooties off FOR SURE!
Been realizing that life isnt so much about marriage like I thought. Maybe I'm becoming anti-marriage (yeah right, just realizing that there is a time and place for that)...
I've been falling more in love with my little monkey and she is AMAZING lemme tell you.
Looking forward to some trips I am planning in the up and coming future!
Learning how to really enjoy life again after almost loosing it over this summer with something I've mentioned before.
One thing I have learned is that life is to short to be all wrapped in a person, place, or thing. You can't drown yourself in these things or you will miss the important things in life like: laughing so hard you cry, watching and listening to a beautiful little girl read her first books, or 1 more: hearing her precious voice tell you 100 times a day "I love you MOMMY". You miss out on so much when you are making your "sacrifices" in life.
An old man at work asked me this week : "Are you really willing to sacrifice: time, love, companionship on :money or a job that can leave faster than some of those things your wanting to sacrifice for them? Dont wait until your as old as me to realize that no money in the world can buy you those first things I mentioned."
It really made me think.
Are you thinking?
blessings.
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Ouch
Why do I still hurt? How many more hours will I spend crying?!?!
I have never felt this way in my whole life! In a few days will be the 3rd anniversary of when I met this crazy guy who wanted to talk politics while being oh so philosophical all at the same time at all night softball at SAU and I fell head over heels. Holidays are coming.... EHHH I've never wanted them to stay so far away....!
One would think that 6 months later after breaking up that I'd be healed up and ready to go but ummm not so much. First, I am in a community that as far as everyone knows I still belong to him and him to me (so no one probably will ask me out). Second, part of me isnt ready. Dont get me wrong: if the super right guy presents himself MAYBE but even then it might be hard to trust them. What do you do when you give your heart to someone and put your whole future in their hands to have that snatched up in an instance? WOOOO... yeh......
I am thankful for the girls that I have met that are going through similar things and even those who arent but still come and pray with me when they see me crying. They have been heaven sent! God has and will continue to carry me!
Now to keep my mind busy and study Anatomy!
blessings.
I have never felt this way in my whole life! In a few days will be the 3rd anniversary of when I met this crazy guy who wanted to talk politics while being oh so philosophical all at the same time at all night softball at SAU and I fell head over heels. Holidays are coming.... EHHH I've never wanted them to stay so far away....!
One would think that 6 months later after breaking up that I'd be healed up and ready to go but ummm not so much. First, I am in a community that as far as everyone knows I still belong to him and him to me (so no one probably will ask me out). Second, part of me isnt ready. Dont get me wrong: if the super right guy presents himself MAYBE but even then it might be hard to trust them. What do you do when you give your heart to someone and put your whole future in their hands to have that snatched up in an instance? WOOOO... yeh......
I am thankful for the girls that I have met that are going through similar things and even those who arent but still come and pray with me when they see me crying. They have been heaven sent! God has and will continue to carry me!
Now to keep my mind busy and study Anatomy!
blessings.
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