Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Lemons vs. Lemonade

When life give you lemons, TRUST that GOD will make you some bomb-diggety LEMONADE!

There are times in life where we doubt ourselves because of the things we have done wrong and feel as though we have fallen out of favor with God. There are days where I have felt like that, days that I just wanna throw in the towel and say I CANT anymore! I cant begin to explain the lemonade that God has made for me on days where my days are just lemons.

Each batch of His lemonade is different and unique and I am excited to see what other batches of lemonade He has yet to make for me!



blessings.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

It's about time!

Its been roughly 3 months since I've written! Survived an emotional holiday season and now still standing at the end of my first valentines day alone in 3 years. Feels weird, Im not gonna lie.

I started the year off with more confidence in God then in me and I am still working towards that. I am thankful for my parents, grandparents and a special uncle who fed me with the "food" I have needed to survive. I want to be more of a spiritual mommy to my precious girl. I bought her her own Bible. She is so excited and loves it! It is my push to actually read it since she is so into it. She is such a blessing and a witness to me! Dont underestimate your little ones! 'Feed' them correctly!


Today has been a little bit of an emotional roller coaster for me ( and I know I am not alone, many of my new girlfriends are experiencing similar). I told myself I wouldnt call him and be angry towards him all day but as the day went on and I had a mini-church session at work talking about God then I called him and let him know I was praying for him and happy valentines day. I wouldnt have been able to do that on my own strength. The devil is trying to keep me stuck emotionally but God and I are winning the battle! It hurts sometimes to have someone I loved so much gone. But I believe since we lacked God we became incompatible and that was where we failed.

I feel blessed amidst all the craziness.
 (My current favorite song)
Remain faithful.

blessings.